HMMM whats wrong with me bc im 23 and no one i like/no one who i .. could ever like…… has ever wanted to be with me at ALL and ive never even kissed anyone and im TWENTY THREE so evidence shows that i am gross and weird and pathetic lmaooo 

lmaooo things are never gonna get better for me :)))))

i dont WANT to want to die but i know things are never going to get better for me so wanting to die it is :’) 

uh hi not to be dramatic but i dont plausibly see a future where i could ever be happy and that scares me lmao :”) 

anyway cant wait til i kill myself 

siri why am i the most unlikeable person like why does no one i think is pretty think im attractive too  im 22 and ive never even kissed anyone i hate myself so much i am so ashamed of myself! lmao! 

sseureki:

#me @ me

whenever I’m Into someone or I think someone’s rly attractive I hate myself even more and it’s like a physical feeling it’s so embarrassing liking ppl bc I know I’m so gross and I’m so ashamed of myself lmao

whats it like to hang friends who actually acknowledge your real problems and listen to you and support you even when ur having a horrible time and who dont except you to always be there for them but are never there for you????